Time Flys When Your Having Fun.

It has been nearly 6 months now and there have been

"Fire and light" Some of the varying colours and intensities we feel and observe in everyday life.
“Fire and light” Some of the varying colours and intensities we feel and observe in everyday life.

some good and challenging time, the last few months have been very busy with the busy season leading up to Christmas. I have been essentially working and sleeping and fitting in some tango, when I am lucky only once a week. For now I know my contract is due to end but there have been some changes in the company that may extend my time here. That is good financially but is that really good? Is it an excuse to not go out and do what I want?

A few things I was hoping for did not come to fruition. Am I not getting opportunities or am I missing the signs.  This has become a big question for me, I know I feel better about myself and life in general but feel I am missing out on opportunities. Am I lacking confidence so badly that I am not seeing the opportunities or worse still actually ignoring them?

"Shimmering sky" Playing with shimmering, reflective metalic colours.
“Shimmering sky” Playing with shimmering, reflective metalic colours.

I have been painting more and the colours are changing as my moods change and as my confidence varies but all in all my paintings are brighter. A few people have seen photos of my paintings and say they are nice and they see different thing in them to what I had expected, I find this nice because to me it means I have caused a thought of some kind at some level of the observer.

Christmas is on the way, I have managed to send some cards and gifts and that is about as Christmas like as I feel.  Have a safe and happy season everyone.

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